Thanks for the Friday night @dadrunkwriting ask, lovely! I have no ability to pick between Solas OR Blackwall so I will be doing both in time, LOL.
For now, here’s the prompt fill for Solavellan! Read on AO3 instead if you prefer.
It makes reference to a (fairly popular) headcanon/fanon that Solas started life as a spirit, then took a body to help Mythal and wore her vallaslin for a time. My understanding is that the seed of this headcanon is one particular line of dialogue with Cole, which I can’t unsee as being about Solas: “He did not want a body, but she asked him to come. He left a scar when he burned her off his face.”
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Soft and gentle lips drift across Solas’s cheekbone, and he smiles.
His eyes are closed, allowing him to focus on the silken heat of Elia’s skin as his fingers drift lazily along her back. She’s slightly sticky with sweat, and he can only imagine the salt that must be meeting her lips as they brush across his cheek.
She drops a whisper of a kiss on the tip of his ear, then the corner of his eye, then the upper edge of his eyebrow. “Is this a scar?” she asks.
“Mhmm,” he mumbles, and she chuckles softly before kissing the marred patch of skin a second time.
Then she leans away slightly to touch the tiny dent on his forehead with the tip of a finger. “This is the only scar you have, isn’t it? I haven’t seen any others anywhere on your body.”
Solas finally opens his eyes. Her voice is still languid from their tryst, but he recognizes the light of curiosity in her turquoise eyes.
She’s not wrong, but he’s reluctant to confirm her question just yet. He knows his Elia, and he knows the answer will only lead to further queries. “Perhaps you have not looked hard enough,” he teases. “You may need to inspect my body more carefully next time.” He slips his fingers up along the back of her neck and into her short raven hair.
He pulls her down to kiss her smiling lips, and his dreamy satisfaction returns when she enthusiastically returns his kiss with a firm press of lips and a gentle slide of her tongue. But then she raises herself on one elbow again.
“I’ve seen you healing your wounds with magic. I truly can’t recall any other marks on your body,” she says. She gently strokes the mark on his forehead again. “Why keep this one?”
Her tone is gentle and her expression sympathetic, and he knows what she’s thinking: that he’s kept this scar by choice to mark something important.
Again, his insightful Dalish lover isn’t wrong. This mark is the only remaining evidence of the vallaslin he used to wear so long ago. But this is not a tale that he can share with her, as much as he may want to.
And there is a part of him that wants to. He wishes he could tell Elia everything: the spiritual origins of his life and the reason he took a body; the eons of war he suffered and the countless comrades he lost; and above all, the truth about the Dread Wolf.
He can’t tell her any of it, not now. He loves Elia, loves her more than he can remember loving anyone in a very, very long time. But there are duties that must come before the desires of his selfish heart.
He tells her a careful version of the truth instead. “It was the result of a serious fight,” he says. “If I had lost the fight, I would have lost myself. The scar is a reminder of… sacrifice. And determination.” He sighs and closes his eyes again, suddenly feeling weary down to his bones.
Elia’s gentle lips brush the scar again, then drift along the side of his face to arrive at his ear. “I’m sorry, Solas,” she whispers. “I didn’t mean to pry.”
He shakes his head, eyes still closed as he absorbs the warmth of her words. “Do not apologize, vhenan. I am the one who is sorry,” he murmurs. “I… will tell you more in time.” It’s not a lie, not truly. He hopes to tell her some part of the truth someday, once he has sorted out which parts he can safely share.
A kiss brushes across his ear, sweet and gentle as a summer breeze. “I’ll be here when you’re ready,” she tells him. “I’m right here.”
He swallows hard. “I know,” he says softly.










