“I waited for you,” Nil said with a yawn. He scratched the back of his head sleepily as though he’d been napping. “Time passing pulls the anticipation tight as wire.” He smiled, and his eyes glittered like shards of metal and ice. “How many has it been now?”
Aloy raised an eyebrow. “I don’t keep count, Nil.”
“Don’t keep count?” Nil gave a huge exasperated sigh and stared at her like she was a disobedient child. “Sometimes I just don’t get you. Are you like us, or a little different?”
Aloy bit the inside of her cheek to stop from smiling. Imagine Nil, of all people, accusing her of being different! “Hopefully a little different,” she retorted with a graceful lift of one eyebrow.
Nil gave her a skeptical look. “Hmm, if that’s what you’re going to tell yourself. Shall we get started?”
Aloy nodded, then frowned at him. He’d winced suddenly and shrugged his left arm as though it had a kink. “Are you okay?”
“Yes. Come now, we’re wasting time,” he said eagerly. Too eagerly.
“Nil. Are you hurt?” Aloy placed a stern hand on his left shoulder to stop him, but he shied away from her touch defensively.
“Just my pride,” he quipped with a pained smile. Then finally he pulled back the left side of his vest to reveal three long, shallow, angry-looking scratches along his left pec. The skin around the scratches was red and inflamed-looking, and the scratches were weeping serum.
Aloy’s eyes widened. “Nil, you lunkhead! Why didn’t you bandage these?”
He shrugged. “Suntress, it’s but a scratch. I’ve seen far worse. I’ve given far worse.”
Aloy sighed loudly. “That’s not the point. It could be infected. How did this happen?” she demanded as she thrust some salvebrush berries into his hand and started crushing hintergold leaves, as she has done the last time he was wounded. She had never known him to get this kind of injury when fighting bandits before.
“I hunted a Sawtooth. It wasn’t a particularly clean kill,” he admitted grudgingly.
Aloy gaped at him in surprise and confusion. “You hunted a machine? Why?”
“You know, I’m not sure,” he mused. “When you hunted that Stormbird, I felt… something. An unusual thrill. I had hoped to capture that again if I hunted a machine.” His eyes slid to her face, and his expression was thoughtful. “It wasn’t the same without you.”
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