Fanfic writer with a passion for exploring romantic relationships // Fandoms: Horizon Zero Dawn, Mass Effect, and Dragon Age // Fandom: Dragon Age, Horizon Zero Dawn, Mass Effect
XV. The Devil – Power of possession, manipulation but also vitality, strength, creative power, sensuality, humor Anubis – God of the dead, mummification, guide in the underworld, the one who weighs the hearts
So. Hello, Reyes, you shady bastard.
I went crazy with the symbolics. I mean. There is too much of it in this character and I couldn’t resist. The tarot, his past, his … call it present/possible future. Mixed all of it together. I know that Anubis isn’t really the representative of the Devil, but. I just went for it anyway, because the card suits Reyes’ character too well. ❤
Also no, I certainly didn’t think I’d dust my old Book of the Dead off to look for references for a scifi fanart. Aka I was looking for the goddamn heart, because I had no idea how to draw it. Hahah.
OMG. The detail and the thought in this?? It’s so amazing!!
Today, I didn’t reaaaally follow the prompt. But Reyes is chilling on the Tempest – does that count?
In this one-shot, Reyes and SAM have a heart-to-heart. This is the first thing I’ve written from first-person perspective. Please let me know what you think!! ❤
It starts with vasodilation.
Increased blood flow to Ryder’s lips and cheeks turns them pink. The tissues of her genitals swell and become moist. Her pupils dilate. Oxytocin and dopamine flood her brain when he kisses her. She gasps when he bites her shoulder, but her nervous system floods with endorphins and dopamine; she finds his bites pleasurable, not painful. Her nipples harden and her breasts swell at the touch of his hands and tongue. When intercourse commences, dopamine activity increases further, and there is heightened neural activity in her basal ganglia. Her respiratory rate and heart rate increase. He quickens the rhythm of his copulatory movements, and her genital muscles begin to contract and spasm as she cries out. A burst of neurotransmitters and hormones, muscle contractions, and widespread neural activity overtake her body. Her physiological signs are very clear: she is euphoric, all bodily signals indicating pleasure and reward.
Through Ryder, I observe, and I learn, and I feel what it is to be euphoric.
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Ryder’s reactions to Mr. Vidal have always been different than her reactions to the rest of the crew. When we first met Mr. Vidal, I initially analyzed him as a threat. The Pathfinder had experienced a spike in adrenaline and cortisol, and her pupils had dilated, so it was my impression that she was experiencing a fight-or-flight response. However, there was a surge of dopamine in her brain at the moment that he spoke, indicative of reward. These signals were contradictory, so I did not act. Further information was required.
I’ve been throat-deep in HZD for the past few months, but I just wanted to wish all Mass Effect fans a VERY HAPPY N7 DAY!!!
A year later and I’m throat-deep in Dragon Age, but Mass Effect was my first major epic trilogy with my first videogame husband (GARRUS ALWAYS ❤️). I love you Mass Effect!! HAPPY N7 DAY EVERYONE!
I’m taking a break from the Dragon Age and HZD love today to pay homage to Mass Effect, my first major video game love! I don’t really write ME anymore (aside from smutty Aria T’Loak/Reyes Vidal oneshots), but the franchise will always hold a special place in my heart. My fiancé brought me into the ME world and we would discuss the lore exhaustively. And Andromeda – and Reyes Vidal in particular – brought me into the wonderful world of fanfic, and my life has been SO ENRICHED by the addition of fanfic and all the wonderful people I’ve met through this medium
TL;DR – HAPPY MASS EFFECT DAY, EVERYONE!
One last fun fact: I can totally do Tali’s dance from the Citadel DLC. THOSE HIPS DON’T LIE.
Nobody even asked me to do this meme this time. I JUST FEEL LIKE IT, OKAY?
From a very fluffy and NSFW Blackwall/Arya Lavellan WIP I’m working on to work out some of the angst from writing Fenhawke.
In which Baewall and Arya get into some impromptu roleplay:
Blackwall has always approved of Arya in the role of command, and he’s always been happy to obey her orders. But he anticipates that this new role will be a special kind of torture at her hands.
Little does he know that he will, in fact, suffer most of this torture kneeling at her feet.